With every step,

With every step,

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

♥ Monday, December 28, 2009 @ 8:55 PM
im back!!!

hie there...im back again!

first i wanna say...congratez to Sezairi!
yay!!!yay!!!yay!!!im soo hapie lerr!want to noe why??hehee...coz Sezairi Sezali won the Singapore Idol...weeewiit!!!!congratez Sezairi!!! :) i support him all the way from the start and i noe he cn make it to the top..and yes,he did! he deserve it coz he has the potential and he hv his own style & x-factor that made him get to that stage..wow! i supported him bcoz i noe he iz different unlike other contestant... he's a musician and im sure he will succeed in his career and life...insyaallah,amin...semoga berjaya Sezairi!u hv all my support!! :)

todae...
i went out wif Fiza,Dayah,Zabir & Fiza's mum to Kovan...we went there to shop for things and mkn...ahaha...we decided to eat lunch at Mcdonalds,so we ate there...while i was eating my fries,fiza told me that theres a guy keep looking towards me...i was like 'huh' sape seyh...fiza told me to look at that guy,so i took the courage to turn my head and look at him... guess who was it?..i was so shocked to see my ex bf,Taufiq...in the same Mcdonald,and seated in the same row as me...haizz...when i saw him,i faster turn my head to the front and i dun wanna turn back again...coz i hv my own principle in life 'dont dwell on the past coz the road of the life was nvr meant to be travelled backwards'...i dont want to dwell on the past memories,it hurts way too much already...fiza asked me whose that guy,i told her he's my ex and i dont which to look at him again...but,fiza told me that the guy still look at me...i look down and continue eating my fries...suddenly,my ex came towards the place where im seated and he said that he wanna talk to me for awhile...i insisted..i told fiza's mum to say to him that i dont want to talk to him anymore...but,he still insist....i ask for fiza's help to follow me and she accompany me...taufiq told me that he still luv me and wants to continue back our past relationship...i look up and told him i am sorie..and i speak the truth that i already hv a bf and i dont want to betray my bf trust...i told taufiq not to disturb me anymore and i hope he understand...i luv my bf and i dont want to betray his love that he has given me... taufiq,i am sorry..i cnt accept u in my life anymore...pls forgive me for hurting ur feelings...i am sorry taufiq...
same goes to that few guys out there that keeps disturbing me wif all kinds of luvvy luvvy messsages saying u'll wait for me no matter what happens and luv me..i hope,u guys cn stop all diz from now onwards...as i already said before,i hv a bf and i dont want to betray him coz i luv him so much.....im sorry guys...[i hope that few guys noe who im referring to]...we cn be frenz but i cnt accept u guys more than that...as a gerl,i wanna be faithful towards my guy and i want to last long wif him,insyaallah..amin..
Try putting urself in my shoe,im sure u also want to be faithful towards ur lover,rite?same as me,i wanna be faithful towards my guy....try to understand my situation now... Guys,im sorie...we cn only be frenz...

its not easy to built trust towards others..but its easy to destroy it in secs...from the past,i'hv learned to accept and letting go...this 2 things are important in life...but,onces trust are being betrayed,no one will ever believe it anymore...if someone give their fullest trust towards u,pls dont take it for granted...u might think they dont noe that ur betraying their trust but,one dae u'll see they actually noe the truth abt u and there wouldnt be any trust for u from that point of time...trust iz the main priority here,if trust are gone..nothing is left behind anymore...think abt it....