With every step,

With every step,

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

♥ Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 9:16 AM
screwed up kinda way...

hie there...
soo sorie for the late updatez..
been bz lately wif work & some other family problem...haizz...
kayy2,lets get started..

my 1st dae at work was quite fine..get to make new frenz and work in a new environment...i reached my workplace at ard 4:50pm...i must be there by 5pm,soo yeah i reached there early...yay! fadhilla waited for me at the bus stop & we went in the restaurant together..we waited and waited outside the restaurant for the manager...suddenly,1 guy ask us who we are looking for..soo,fadhilla told him we are reporting for work...he called the manager and we got our uniform and fasten our way to the ladies to change to our restaurant uniform..used apron somemore...hahaa.. i get to make new frenz wif zura,rais,aliff,shahidat,nazri,alvin,khai...they are frenly and nice ppl...very helpful and smile alot :)

yesterdae...30/12/09

mit fiza in the bus and went straight to work...mit our Sakura manager,hafriz...i told hafriz that i want to work in the mawning shift but he told me i must also work in the nite shift...walao...he think i robot iz it?no time to rest and work all dae...i felt soo damn tired seyh...me and fiza start our work at 11:45am and we were soo bz during the lunch hour...theres alot of reservation for tables and theres alot of plates,utensils and watsoever shud be cleared in the shortest time...i didnt get to rest...after the lunch hr,i was told to clear all the plates and bring it bck to the kitchen & polish fork,spoon and knives...it was soo shiny that i cn see my face in the reflection of the spoon...mcm cermin seyhh...hehee...it was fun working there...but at the same time...i cnt described the fatigue feeling i felt after work...

umm...at the same time,im facing other problem too..
its easy for ppl to say,but it isnt easy for me to face it myself...i dun like to fight...and i didnt understand why ppl kip on doing all kinds of things to make me feel down and i felt so as if im useless...and theres person,iz someone soo close to me..she's my own biological sister...but,she's doing all diz that screwed everything in my life...she's threatening me every single dae...warning me & asking me to watch out for her...why iz she doing all diz to me?...i nvr did anything that she hates,but i dont noe why she hv the heart to do such a thing to me...haizz...maybe because im alweiz give in to her...maybe thats why she did diz to me...if only she knew how much i care abt her,how much i luv her more than myself even if i get the scolding and so on...i still luv her and i wont hv the heart to threaten her or do such a thing to her coz she's my only sis...one and only sista...maybe Allah swt is testing me,testing my perseverance level..i'll accept it...thx Allah....test me wif everything and i'll learn to accept it...