With every step,

With every step,

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

♥ Tuesday, January 12, 2010 @ 9:46 AM
10 jan 10

i woke up at 7:25am todae...
and,i look ard me as though everything iz different...erm,maybe....maybe the path of my live has change from yesterdae onwards...
umm...im feeling very -_- ....no mood since yesterdae....felt hungry but then i hv no appetite to eat....
yesterdae....11 Jan 2010...O lvl result was release...
im hoping to go to polytechnic and pursue my dreamz there...but....everything has gone....gone in juz a blink of an eye...i'hv done my best but diz iz wat i get in return....im soo disappointed wif myself....i didnt get myself to Polytechnic....to everyone that has been supporting me from behind,all i wanna say is thankz alot and i wanna apologise coz i'hv disappoint all of u who hv faith in me...i am sorry....
maybe...diz is the path where Allah swt has written for me....and i must be willing to accept this....terime kaseh Ya Tuhan....aku redha dgn ketentuanMu ini....kerana aku percaya disebalik setiap kejadian pasti ada hikmah & pengajaran....[i accept this willingly....bcoz i noe everything that happened has its own reason to it]....i'll study even harder than before and prove to myself that i cn do better than diz....i promise to myself....
the course that im eligible in ite mostly is: engineering,business related,beauty therapy,design & media and health sciences....all together i hv 33 choices that includes campus + courses...
i still hvnt make my choice yet....im still considering which one is a better choice for me...