With every step,

With every step,

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

♥ Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 8:24 PM

assalamualaikum to everyone....
heylewww there! :)

sorie didnt update yesterdae...
alrite,lets get started now...juz now i work for lunch time..slack seyhh..not much things to do..quite bored but still fun & syiok coz got fiza....my bestie fiza...luv her alot lerr!!!
kecian fiza kene lap cabinet td...hope fiza's leg and hands is fine by now...hope ur ok sis:) i will pray for u...btw sis,sorry psl td...i promise,tmr we gonna buy bubble tea & old chang kee and slack bwh blok...okiee sis??hehee...im craving for it seyhh...long john silvers is calling me too..heeee..mcm2 kite nk mkn,entah mane satu jd pilihan hati...heeee :) tp bsk confirm kiteorg gy mamam together-gether kae...heheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ohya!juz now bby fetch me from my workplace....thx alot bby :) soo nice of him to fetch me....im lucky to hv him...and yeshh bby,i dh bace every single thing u post on ur blog for me....thank you baby...bby,i am sorry for meeting my ttm dat dae w/o asking for ur permission...but pls dun think bad abt the 2 of us...he's juz my ttm...we met as frenz,me & him didnt do wat im not supposed to do...dun ever accused me of something that i nvr did...u noe wat i mean ryte....i hv u and i dont hv the heart to betray u bby...for a reason...reason that I LOVE YOU bby...im sorry to hurt u by gg out wif another guy....i mean my ttm...umm...guess that u already noe wat it feels like when i see u wif shirley and any of ur ex gf...if ur feeling hurt and pain inside u,that is the feeling that i get when i see u being soo close wif ur girl frenz...its not that i didnt allow u having a girl friend,its juz that i want u to noe the limit....theres alweiz an invisible line in between it....i hope u get wat i mean....im hurt badly whenever u talk to me abt ur ex gf...saying this and that abt her...thats the reason why i said to u juz now that i dislike talking abt ex thingy...coz when u said to me abt ur ex gf,it juz send me a msg that actually u still luv her,hv feelings for her and still remember every single thing she ever did for u...and it hurts me to noe all that..but,all i cn do is juz smile whenever u talk abt her...u want to noe something bby?...i still cnt forget the dae that i saw u being soo close wif ur ex gf,Ruth,the moments when she call u,the moments when u pick up her call,the way u answer it lovingly,the point when u pass her the cigarette she told u to buy,the way u smile at her and the way she smile back at u,at compass point before yayat came...u might think that i hv forgotten every single thing that has happens,but i dont,it still fresh in my mind...and it will alweiz stays there...i recall every single thing bby....the pain i felt inside my heart is excruciating...i am sorry if wat i said makes u mad at me...u cn be angry wif me if u want,i'll accept it...but this is the real thing that i hope u cud understand....u cn alweiz be frens wif anyone u want but i juz hope u noe the limit to everything u do before it gets too late.....i am sorry to say all diz to u bby...i juz want u to understand my feeling,datz all...i didnt ask much from u....umm...i noe,im not like other girls...i noe,im not as manja as wat u wanted me to be...i noe,im not being soo close and be more open to u....from now on,i'll try to change myself...i'll try to be more like wat u wanted....but,if i cnt be like the one u wanted...i am sorry....but i promise i'll be more closer to u like when im wif my bestie sis fiza ...i'll try...ummm,..bby,juz to let u noe,im not that type of 'cheeky-cheeky' type of girls who goes around flirting wif guys...im neither a flirt nor a slut.....and,i dun wish to be one of it...coz i am me...i am roziana...the same girl u noe for the past 4 months ago when we are still frenz...i hv my own stand and principle in life....if i say i love you,i truly mean it...im not saying it juz bcoz i can...
i am sorry bby for saying all this thru my blog...coz i dun hv much courage to tell u all diz right in front of ur face...we hv been together for the past 3 months...and i hope,we will noe each other more well if we cud hv a heart to heart conversation....im sorry bby to bother u when ur bz wif ur skool and work like dat dae...i wont disturb u coz i dun want to pissed u off...its ok if u cnt msg me,i'll try to adapt to it...maybe im too carried away again wif my emotional feelings...pls forgive me bby...i noe i shud be more matured,i noe i shudnt act like a little kid....i realised that my attitude annoy everyone around me...but,thats the real me...thats juz the way i am...im not hiding behind missing pieces....bby,believe me...i'll do anything to make us closer to each other....i'll baby...i love you...

P.S: hv i ever told u bby...that ur alweiz on my mind & u shud noe that im gonna luv u forever...