With every step,

With every step,

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

♥ Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 8:34 AM

assalamualaikum to everyone...
gd mawnink :)

sooooooriiiieeee people....very bz wif some thingy....& problemz...
haizz...todae,i woke up early...i was awake at 5:30am...coz my sis slept at my house and she woke up to get ready to go to sko0ol...
yesterdae,i work morning shift....lunch time...almost full house seyhh...its monday,yet its crowded...umm...theres only me,khen tang,emi & hafriz..the 4 of us only and we hv to handle that large crowd..tired seyhh...didnt get to rest at all...like alweiz i do floor alone...den i hv to wipe 1 blue tub of cutleries..almost full also...damn tired lerr yesterdae...and todae i hv to work split-shift..haizz....lunch + dinner...ummmph!!
yesterdae also,i got to mit bby again...sorry bby coz im not punctual again...i am sorry that i kept u waiting...like usual,we bought bubble tea..and head towards amk park...we sat there and talk abt the problem that has been screwing me up...our relationship is at risk..due to my sista's problem..its not fair for me,she's the one at fault and why shud i and my boifey must 'kit-kat'....haizzz...bingetNyerrrrrr....i dun want to end my relationship wif my guy...i love him alot....theres so many things that we hv go thru together...and,i cnt bare to let him go...why i shud sacrifice everytime for other people's sake???why???errmm...why adq u do diz to me??wat wrong hv i done towards u that u hv the heart to treat me this way....i really do get it...took bus from amk to hougang interchange...bby wait for my bus to arrive then he went bck home...i took the bus and stop at amk area and took bus no.88...off to pasir ris...alone...this is wat i alweiz do whenever i nid to think and to find some tranquility... from amk - pasir ris...and from pasir ris - amk bck home again...reached home at ard 11+pm...took my bath and off to bed,but sadly cnt get to sleep yet...i tot i cn sleep but i cnt...maybe im having insomnia...due to too much stress...
problem..after problem...everything is making me screwed up...theres so much thing for me to think abt...till now,i didnt get any solution to this problem yet...im running out of time...i shud find the right solution for this matter to solve...why cnt all of u understand me??i love my guy alot and i dun want to end it now...its juz the same like forbidden love...why?...for once,let me be happy wif whom i luv...i luv saiful so much...pls try to understand me,try to put urself in my shoes...wat will u do if u were in my position...this problem is killing me inside out...i dun noe wat im supposed to do now...i cnt get this problem out of my head...

baby,
i am sorry...i guess im not supposed to tell u abt my prob...now that u already knew it,u fall sick...i felt bad abt myself...im the caused to ur sickness....if its not bcoz of me,u wont be in this condition now...i am sorry bby...i blame myself for this....if u still hvnt recover yet,i promise i will bring u to the clinic to hv a check up kae bby...im worried abt ur condition...


kayy....
gtg now...wanna get ready to go to work later on...bye~

assalamualaikum....