With every step,

With every step,

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

♥ Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 3:07 PM

assalamualaikum...... :)
afternoon everyone!!!
i juz woke up from a short nap...coz im soo sleepie lerr...yesterdae worked split shift...tired lorrrr....haizz...
todae off dae..yay!!! finally,at last!i got to rest at home peacefully...hehee...but,juz now i receive a short msg from my manager..he ask me if i cn work tonite,i told him i cnt...plsssss...for once,let me hv my rest cn?....i need a rest....pleaseeee manager......
wait...!omg!!!!!my mama came to my house...oh NO!!!!she's here now at the hall talking to granny...ishhh!why is she here?argghhhh...pls understand,its not that i dislike her but im afraid of her....she wants to bring me to that b_ _ _ _...i dun want!mama plsss...pls dun do diz to me....i dun want to be separated from him....pls understand me will u mama...u cn do anything to me if u want,but pls dun harm my bf...since the dae i knew she wanna bring me to that b_ _ _ _,i dun dare to speak to her....im soo frighten..its like a nightmare to me...my relationship wif him is gg to 4 months but why is all this matter start to occur....i love him alot,3 months plus, to me is like a long period of time coz it contains so many ups and down,happy,sad,laughter,tears,joy,excruciating heartbreaks & hurt at some point of time...but still it brings alot of significant memories to me...u might think that 3 months plus is a short period but to me it is not...its something to be remember not to be forgotten...for once,i hope mama will understand me... Ya Tuhan,berikanlah petunjukMu untukku....tabahkanlah hatiku menempuhi segala pancaroba dalam mengharungi bahtera ini....amin....
todae is the dae that i hv been waiting for...the result to which ite i go to...i got office skills,at ITE bishan...glad thats near to my house...but,i somehow dislike my choice...i wish i got tourism but sadly i got office...haizzz...disappointed again wif diz matter...but theres nothing i cn do,i dun want to bargain anymore...juz accepting watever that has been given to me...
im feeling bored rite now...dun noe wat to do...i think..umm...i think i wanna do some shopping...but,not in the mood yet to shop...haiz...i dun noe wats gg in my mind now...i felt so moody,fatigued and lifeless....all i noe is that i kept on thinking and thinking and thinking abt my problem im facing ryte now...im soo bored of all this....im tired of living in this enigma called life...nothing makes it easy...when i think again,i see that i dun hv anytime for myself...im bz wif diz and dat...no time to pamper myself...haizz...wats going on wif me...ummph!

gtg now...
my mama wanna talk to me...dun noe abt wat...
do pray for me....hope nothing gonna happen...bbye!