With every step,

With every step,

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

♥ Monday, January 18, 2010 @ 9:33 AM

heyleww :)
assalamualaikum....
gewd mawnink everyone...!hehe...sorie didnt update yesterdae,quite bz...
yesterdae mawnink at 8:30am i went to religious claz till 12pm...den i head home straight wif sista...sista went out after lunch,whereas i went to take a nap before getting ready for work...i work nite shift last nite wif fiza...
ohya!before i forgot....for the first time my thumbprint was verify...yay!at last!!!hehee...hapie lerr seyh...
kayy2...like alweiz,me and fiza was separated again...im in-charge of section C while fiza & afiq iz in-charge of alfresco...weeewittt!!!fiza partner wif her E.C seyhh...wowwww!!!semoga jodoh berpanjangan dgn E.C iyerrr :)
yesterdae has soo much fun...soo many many many things happen...gerek lerr smlm...!!!
all my work frenz is soo funny..they make our working atmosphere more enjoyable and memorable... :D and thx to fiza's father for sending me homeeee :)

todae...18 jan 2010...
i woke up at 5:55am...coz i receive a msg from my ttm...
after reading the msg,i tried to sleep again but sadly i cnt get any sleep... -__-
kinda sleepie but cnt sleep coz later im heading for work...hehee...
im feeling bored...didnt noe what else shud i do...
umm...im kinda sense something...something thats gonna happen infront of my eyes...
what is it abt??ummm...there must be something wrong somewhere....i tink....ermm...i tink i shud check this out....i want to noe the truth...
todae is the fifth dae i didnt hear any news from bby....dun noe whats happening to him...
is it bcoz of me?is it my fault??umm...idk...or is it u hv found someone else...?haizz...i dun knoe wats gonna happen now...like what i hv told u before,if u choose to end diz relationship now bcoz i hv put a shame on u and embarrass u due to my result...i cnt do anything...i cnt stop u to see someone better..maybe they are more up to ur standard unlike me...i noe where i stand...i noe im not up to ur standard...kite mcm langit dan bumi...ur a polytechnic student whereas im an ite student...way below the average....its not that im accusing u of something u didnt do...but thats my instinct...i sense theres something...i trusted u wif everything i hv but it seems like ur been hiding something from me and i dun noe what is it...i tried to figure out what actually went wrong but i cnt find the real answer to my question...
baby,if u hv found someone better and someone whose gonna luv u more than i do...pls let me noe,dun kip me hanging wif an unanswered question...im not gonna stop u...i juz want to noe the truth...i noe...im not gd enuf for u...im juz a stupid girl...and i noe i dun deserve u...and it hurts me more deeper to noe that u noe u deserve someone better...and,i noe that ur parent is disappointed wif my result....and i noe that they dun want their son to hv a gf like me....i am sorry...

will update soon,gonna go to work now...bbye!!