With every step,

With every step,

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

♥ Wednesday, February 3, 2010 @ 3:28 PM

assalamualaikum to everyone....
a very good afternoon to all....hope all of u is doing well....
unlike me,im still sick...resting the whole dae in my room....
juz had my medication juz now,hate it lerr! im tired of consuming all those medicine....!!!
alhamdulillah,im recovering...thx Allah....
umm....here i am,in my room updating my blog,writing abt my life story....
todae,unlike the other dae...i felt sad....sadness that i cnt bare wif it anymore...i dun noe why im feeling that way....maybe,something is gonna happen....whatever it is,i juz leave everything to Allah,may Allah lead me to the right path and bring me to see the truth of all things....insyaallah,amin....
my life is full misery and sadness....i used to be a cheerful and a happy go lucky girl before,but now im no longer like what i used to be when im a little girl....happiness is no longer in my soul....everything is gone....sometimes,i felt like returning to my childhood days where i cn play wif my teddy bear and enjoy eating ice cream like nobody business....somehow everything has change....nothing gonna be the same...when im a little girl,skin my knees is much better than healing a broken heart...a heart,onces its broken,its fragment cn no longer be place together anymore....it cn nvr be heal coz onces its broken,its broken into pieces....and dont ever try to put again the pieces together coz u might get cut and hurt ur finger....even if the pain already be heal,but the scars will alweiz remain there forever....onces the heart is being broken,it takes alot of time to recover again....but,whatever it is the scar will alweiz remind us about what that person has done towards us no matter what....when we had a broken heart,all that we cn do is only cry and cry...by crying we cn feel slightly better but,still the pain and hurt will remain there as long as it is....but we hv to be strong to face all the problems that happens in this life....life still hv to moved on although that pain remain permanently in our soul...cuts deep inside us...all we should do is smile coz it happens...