With every step,

With every step,

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

♥ Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ 8:04 PM

assalamualaikum....

sorry for the late late updatez....
seriously,im sick nw...sore throat,flu,fever,cough and ulcer...
my step father alr bring me to clinic and i alr took my medicine yet my illness still didnt cure...im feeling fatigue and no mood for everything...serious....all i want to do is sleep forever....im not kidding...
im soo grateful to hv a wonderful granny who take gd care fo me when im lying on my bed...thx granny...
now,i truly realised something...i realise that my family is alweiz there for me whenever i need or dun need them...they will alweiz be there for me.....to everyone out there,when ur sick u will truly realise something....u will soon realise that only certain people will be there for u not all will coz that certain people will be there in times of happiness and sadness whereas the others will only be for us in times of happiness but nt in times of need...soo,the conclusion is...when u stumble and fall,the one that will remain there for u and wont let u be alone is ur true friend....be grateful to hv them...
when i am sick,i gets abit sensitive regarding feelings...i cn be easily hurt by words...i hv my own feelings...and i felt very sad when people treat my feeling like a rubbish...what did i ever do wrong towards u that u do this to me?...if u dun like my way or my attitude,juz say it straight to my face...dun hv to tease me that way...do u noe that u hv hurt me thoroughly with ur words....?im hurt badly that i cnt cope with it anymore that i cried myself in the toilet....try to put urself in my position,how wud u feel if u were the one that is tease by everyone?how wud u react in that situation?wud u be happy???....haizz...i dun noe hw to describe my feelings now....im hurt,thats all i noe....i wont forget wat all of u did to me that dae....but i'll frogive all of ur mistakes towards me...im sure everything has a retribution....soon u will get what u deserve.....its easy ryte to play wif people's feeling?but wat will it feels if ur feeling is the one to be hurt.....are u happy??fun is it???...huh...im not a toy,so dont play wif me.....get it!!!!!!