With every step,

With every step,

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

♥ Wednesday, February 17, 2010 @ 9:56 PM

Hieee readers,

how are u???hope all of u are fine alweiz....insyaallah...
time check,its already 9:58pm...
here i am in my room blogging...anw,soorieee for the late updates iyerrr...bz wif work lurr...haizzz -_-
i felt soo sleepiee & tired seiii...juz now at ard 8pm,i took a nap and i feel quite fresh now...
tmr work again,lunch only...seriously im tired and felt like no mood to work and all...
juz now during lunch my restaurant was running full house...such a very bz dae for us...had to rush here and there...while doing hosting juz now,i told David [my manager] that i wanna resign soon...he ask me why and i told him my reason...i hvnt confirm yet but,i think im gonna resign for the better...yes,i think i shud resign....theres no point of staying there when theres someone who dislike u...its better i leave...my instinct says that theres someone in my outlet that dislike me and i juz hope that when i hv resign that person will be hapie after that...soon i will say my valediction to my workplace....soon....

I felt somekind of weird lately....i kinda hv a feeling that i want to be alone by myself,i dun want to go out,i dun want to meet anyone & i juz want to forget everything....yes people,i want to be left alone,i think thats the best way for me to save my heart from breaking into pieces....i gets too paranoid now...im afraid of getting hurt again...i somehow cnt believe in guys word,coz they are juz hurting me like i hv no feelings...look here guys,im not a doll for u to play with kayy...get it in ur mind!!! if u treat me badly and hurt me constantly,i will show u what it feels like to get hurt...get it!!!!!! my heart is very fragile and its easily broken so onces u broke it,thats it,theres nothing cn ever be meant again...ur such a sweet-talker,u make me believe in ur sweet words,u make me fall harder for u,u make me think of u every single minutes,u make me hv faith in u & i trust u wif everything i hv but, now its different....i cnt trust u now,u hv let me down,u hv broke my heart,u broke the final promise i hv given to u & now,i juz cn wait and see wats gonna happen soon....

~Hanya bayang-bayangan wajahmu yang bermain diingatanku,kusedari kita sudah tidak seperti dahulu,dirimu semakin jauh dariku tetapi,semakin hampir dengan dirinya.....~