With every step,

With every step,

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

♥ Wednesday, February 3, 2010 @ 3:59 PM

if one day...i actually start to matter to u,just let me know...
i dun mind when u never call me anymore,i dun mind when your with your friends,i dun mind when u dun text me,i dun mind when im alweiz get hurt. after all,minding me was never a big deal to u...
at the mere blink of an eye it was all gone...

everywhere i go,it reminds me of u...but,when i think of u,i think of her too that girl u love....i try to see things positively but sadly i always recall that moments when ur wif me but u talk to me abt her....i tried to keep this to myself and try to be a better girl for u....but everything i do,it juz seems like it alweiz remind u of her....to tell u the truth,i never have the heart to show u that im hurt whenever u talk to me abt her but when i return home,in my room,i cried myself to sleep...maybe im not good enough for u....i noe im not perfect,and i dont live to be a perfect one....i tried my best to change myself for u....but,thru ur eyes i cn see that u still think of her...theres a sad truth that i hv to accept...although its hard,i still hv to go thru it...people keep asking me if im ok,i'll replied them 'ya,im ok'....but nobody really know what i truly felt inside...its killing me....im not trying to blame u for every single thing but,i juz want u to understand my feelings....thats all....is it so hard for u?...if it is,by all means i am sorry....im sorry for everything that i said to u....try to put urself in my position,what will u feel if i kept talking abt my ex bf to u?...seriously,im hurt....i thought when i get to noe u,u will brightens my dae and cheer me up when im down but,i juz realise that i place too high hopes to u....i didnt ask much from u,i only want u to think carefully regarding the question above....i think,we must clear things out....we hv to come to a conclusion for this now before its too late....everything is in ur hand now,i leave it to u to decide....i dun noe wat i am to u,i dun want to assume anything now coz wat if one dae u decide to drop me out of ur life,i hv enough strength to move on....

P.S: i am sorry...