With every step,

With every step,

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

♥ Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ 8:30 PM

im sick,yet people think im not....i dun now why they do this to me...
if u hate me soo much,juz say it....dun hv to fake it like i dun noe...
i dun need u to visit me when im sick...i juz want u to pray for me and pls for once understand me...thats all i need...
but,people dun understand me....they think i like all their joke and teases...i like jokes,i cn take jokes....but,dun go over the limits...u people go over my limitation....u hurt my feelings and bring my pride down....how do u expect me to not be angry abt this...?tell me...
if ur sick,and people tease u for ur illnesses will u like it?u dont ryte?soo,it goes the same for me...i dun like it when people tease me that way...its not funny at all...!!! u might think that im too sensitive rite?....ok,fine...yes,i am sensitive but try to be in my position,wat will u feel...i cried bcoz i cnt take it anymore,people tease me like theres no ending to it...tease,tease and tease...fun rite to see me cry....i think everyone love it when they see me cry...thats wat they want from the start maybe....they wanted to make me cry and yes i cried that dae....and,i wont forget it easily...it leaves scars upon my soul....the excruciating pain cuts deep inside my soul and i will remember it forever wat u people hv done towards me....i kept all this to myself and it makes me sick even more....its ok people,u may hurt me as u like....u may make me cry if u want....u may do everything as u like....i'll accept it,and i'll leave the rest to Allah swt....