♥ Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ 9:25 AM
Assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh & good morning !
roziana is back!!! hehehee....
watZ up readers???howz life???
im feeling very bored now coz theres nothing else for me to do other than watch tv or listen to songs from my mp3 player....and,im thinking abt a matter thats not solve till now...
wanna noe something readers??
im kinda in a DILEMMA now....guess wat is it abt??o0o0oo0ooooo....its regarding wherether i wanna cut my fringe to 'bangs' OR juz maintain it the way it is now....see the picx above,rite???im currently wif long fringes like in the above picx that im wearing blue jacket...but,i luv my bangs too like in the next picx that im wearing that green shirt... huhuhuh....sad siaaa cnt even make my decision yet....im juz scared that i'll regret later on :( readers,which do u prefer more???the picx where im wif my bangs fringe Or the one where im wif my long fringe??? .....i kinda difficult to decide which one to choose...thats the reason why i say that im in such a dilemma of making choices....sko0l iz starting soon in less than 2 weeks...and i hvnt prepared anything thing yet....and now,i cnt even make that small decision of where to maintain my fringe of cut it off....arghhh!! -________- i hv ask for my friend 's opinion too,but some of them say to me, to juz maintain it but some say cut into bangs....im so so sooooo confuse now...my mum & my granny told me to cut bangs whereas im in the middle of wanting and not wanting to...haizzz...i hv been thinking of asking some professional hairstylist of which fringes & hairstyles that does suits me...maybe i should consider that as one of my choice before i make my final decision.... :) & i wanna buy memory card for my hp...i do hv one but it isnt enough coz i love taking picx wif my frens and i do store it in my phone coz its kinda a significant memory to be kept....
todae is my off dae,tmr off too! hmmph....seriously,very bored siaa :( the next working dae for me is on thursdae nite...this month seems to hv many off daez and im kinda sick of it coz it boring lurr stay at home....and im sure that my this month salary will surely be a small portion unlike the past months...aiyo0oooo!!! moreover,wif this months pay i must send my kitty cat to vet [nope,my kitty cat is not ill but to hv a check up on its condition soo as its health issue] juz to remind everyone,if we hv a pet,we must take gd care of it coz they too hv feelings and they too wants to be love by their owners...dun ever treat them bad coz they too are God's creation juz like us....do treat them well...do bring them to a vet when they fall ill,dun juz leave them w/o any help....please be kind towards all kinds of animals :D love ur pets or any animals around u juz like u love urself....u'll feel better that way...believe me...
wanna noe something good abt having a pet for urself??? when u need someone to talk or to listen to ur crying heart,u cn alweiz talk to ur pets coz they will alweiz lend a listening ears for u and share ur sadness together...unlike when we talk to another individuals,they sometime wouldnt give a damn to us and that will juz pissed us off...when u hv a pet at home,u cn alweiz talk to it anytime u want...but,if u wanna talk to ur frens,u really need to find the right timing before u cn talk to them abt ur problems....and another things iz,pets do wake us up on time juz like an alarm clock...its true! sometimes we cnt depends on alarm clock but we cn alweiz depends on our lovely pets....soo,do treat them well alrite owners :D i luv my kitty cat!!! my kitty cat has been wif me for more than 4 yrs plus....datz why i dun want anything bad to happen to my luvly kitty cat....
woohooo0o0o!!!....its such a long post siaa...hahahaa...bored, thats why i post a longer ones...Oupps! sorrieeeee readerz...heeee....
alrite then readers,
till we mit in the next chapter! :) do help me choose which fringe do look suitable for me,cn???ahaha...thankx!
valediction to all...roziana outz!!!
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh
♥ Monday, March 29, 2010 @ 10:25 AM
Assalamualaikumheylo0owww to all my readers :]
roziana is in the house!!!! ^.^
watz up people???
hope that everything is fine yea! insyaallah,amin :D
time checked,its 10:31am now...
im tuning in to RIA ,listening to a song entitled 'keterlaluan' from the potters....woohoo0o0o0o0o!!! its such a nice song... ehehehee
umm,im kinda sleepie although i slept early last nite...aiyahhhhh!!!!
its alrite,maybe later if im still sleepie i'll consider of taking a nap for awhile before im off to work later onwards..... 0_o
&
i dedicate diz post of mine juz for my dearest sistaz Nur Hafizah ,
[sis,bersabar alrite....kite akan tolong awak cari awknyerr brg yg hilang tuu...if katekan tetap tk jmp jgk,kiteorg gy lodge a report to the police,okae?....jgn bimbang sis,u cn alweiz count on me...im here for you alweiz sis]
umm,alrite...soo,todae is 29 march..that juz means that im left wif another 15 more daes before my skool starts....scared siaaa,dun noe wat will it be on the very first dae of sko0l,hope it will be a good one...
my preparation??? NOPE,haven't yet....i havent buy my skool bag,skool shoes and all the necessaries....aiyoo0o0o0!!! i really need to put aside some of my time to get all this things ready before time....
theres another issue that im facing now...
an issue regarding something...almost everyone in my workplace knew abt this matter already...
yesterdae,when fiza & me is in the ladies...my manager,Cathy,came towards me and ask me something,..i cnt really hear wat she's asking me...soo,i told her to repeat again wats she's trying to say to me...she ask me if its true that i hv already broke up wif my guy....im kinda shocked when she ask me that question...she nvr ask me that before for goodness sake....of coz lurr im in my speechless state...then i answered her "yupp,i broke up wif my bf already.." then i ask her who told her abt this matter,she told me that my another manager,David,told her abt it....i was kinda pissed off wif David...he shouldnt go around and tell everyone abt this...its kinda personal purr....haizzZZ...then now,almost all knew abt this...ish bingetnyerr!!! then,during closing...i went to David and clarify wif him regarding why he told Cathy abt my broke up,then he said that it got to do wif his staff ....argghhh!!!!! but atleast he should ask me first ryte?before he go around and tell everyone abt me....hmmph! nevermind....theres nothing i cn do now coz everything has already happen....
btw,im not quite satisfy wif my looks, that includes my hairstyle...
i wanna do a make-over but im scare if it turns out weird and doesnt suit my personality...huhuhu :(
but i really want to change to a new image wif a new look...i dont want to stuck wif my normal look...kinda bored wif it...haiZzzz...i wanna curl my hair but sadly,im hair is not look enough and it wouldnt be nice if i wanna curl my hair that doesnt meet the length that i wanted it to be....i wanna rebond my hair but,first of all i really need to do hair treatment before i do any rebonding coz i wanna my hair to be as smooth as possible...i alweiz had soo many problems when it comes to hairstyling issue....bcoz to me,my hair is some kind like my very FIRST PRIORITY....i wanna have my own identity...if my hair is in a messed,my mood will change and i'll not get out of my room till my hair is done properly and tidy....i really need to do some changes here ...yes,i should...oupps!!! i mean, i must do a make-over of my style before sko0l starts....& again im stuck in the middle of cutting my fringe into bangs OR juz remain as it is now....haiyahh!!! soo many thing to think ant nowadays siaa...argghhh!!! bingetnyerrr! i do miz my bangs but im afraid if i cut bangs,i might regret later on....umm...looks like i must sit down and think properly soo that it will abolished me from making the wrong decision and soo i wont regret it...yea,i will find a dae to think abt this properly before anything happens....but im sure that MAKE-OVER is on the wayyyyy!!!! weeeeee!!!! i cnt wait to change into my new look... :) teeeheheee
attention to all readers!
i'll update so0n alrite whenever i hv the chance to do it kayy :)
do meet me in the next chapter,alrite??? thats great!
soo till here,valediction to all!
roziana outZ...!!!
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh
♥ Sunday, March 28, 2010 @ 12:58 PM
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuhBOOOOO..!!!ahahahaa....
roziana is back again :) wooho0ooo readers!!!
howz life hv been???hope it will be a great and wonderful ones ! teeeheheee!!!
time checked,now is 1:09pm...i juz had my lunch...my granny cook my fav dish :] thankx granny for all u hv done for me all this while! i love you granny...muachkz!
umm...later im gg to work soo,that means i hv to do a fast game to update my blog then get ready for work....aiyoohhh!!! -_____- nevermind,its alrite ...
im abit tired coz in the morning i went to market to buy some of the household stuff etc then come home and finish up wif my usual routines >>> cleaning my house and my room....yipeeee!!!! everything is done now!!! yay....!!!!
hmm....my mind is blank rite now...i dun noe wat topic to talk abt...kinda bored siaa like this...haizZzzzzZzz....
ohya readerz,juz now i got a shocked....wanna noe wat is it abt???
alrite,i'll share it now wif all...actually after such a long time of not contacting wif one another,i received a personal message in my facebook from someone....
guess who??....its from my ex bf,fahmi....im speechless siaa when i saw that message of his...never tot he will send a message to me....
sorry kay i cnt share the content of his message to all of u...[its very private & confidential]...soorieee alot iyeeerr....but,im curious why he send the kind of msg to me 0_o im in a confusing state rite now...
this is for now readers,
till we mit in the very next chapter of my life story,alrite?coz now,i wanna go iron my work uniform :)
valediction from roziana!
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh
"The best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched,
they must be felt with the heart"
♥ Saturday, March 27, 2010 @ 11:24 PM
heyleww to all my faithful readerZ :)
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh to all my Muslim frenz....roziana is back!
sorriieeee readers for the very late updates of my blog...kinda abit lazy to blog...hahaa...sorry kayy...
alrite,lets start...cn???
todae is my off dae....i stay at home the whole dae... -______- mind u,very bored seyhh...wanna go out but lazy to do so....soo,i make the decision to juz stay at home and help granny wif household chores...
btw,my bollywood actor Aamir Khan....iz soooooo handsome...awww!!! i cnt take my eyes of my tv screen while watching that bollywood movie juz now at 4pm.... ^.^ teeeheheee....if only theres someone that hv the same feature as him...aww!! i think i will melt like ice cream siaaa....hahhahaa....juz kidding...
but REALLY,Aamir khan is soo charming.... heee!!!
hahha...lets forget abt that...lets change the topic for now,alrite?
umm,tmr im working....gonna mit fiza first then off to work together-gether....best lurhh....sis! dun forget to buy our standard drink kayy3???hehehe.....[of coz larh im referring to bubble tea...Duhh!]
ohya!not forgetting...yesterdae fun seyhh got to watch Adnan Sempit...hahhaa....funny siaa that guy...[i dun want banana to fruit 2 time...]ahahhaa....im sure it reminds fiza of her ehemm ehemmm ehemm....[btl kn sis???] hehehee...
&& thanks yeahh to all my frens whose there for me during this peiod of hardship...and thankx for the concern that they hv gave me thru out this period when i truly need support to go thru this path of life....thankz soo much...especially to Nur hafizah, Aisyah, Izzat, Shahrin & Suhaimi.....i dedicate this message to Nur hafizah && Aisyah,thanks girlfrenz for being here wif me and giving me all the words of encouragement to bring me up again & u 2 are my true friends girlfriendz!!! :) luv u grilfrenz!!! see the picx rite?i luv it alots!!!
alrite then readers,till next chapter ....
i wanna eat cadbury chocolate ^ .^ ahahhaa
take care readers :) see u soon ....
valediction !!! roziana outZ !!!
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh
♥ Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 11:46 AM
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh
&&
good mawnink.....
todae is 25 march 2010,thursday...later in the late afternoon,i'll be gg to work....haizZZZ...
soo,before that....i wanna post something abt the story of my life....
lets get started now....may i??
kayy,...yesterdae is my off dae soo i went to mit sis fiza at hougang...at the void deck...
it was raining heavily and i cnt deny,its very cold in the bus....im shivering....nehh,thats ok...
me & fiza waited for bus no.113 to arrive and we took that bus to hougang interchange....[juz to remind,its still raining heavily]....lucky that i bring my umbrella wif me.... ^.^
we alight at hougang inter and went straight to Hougang Mall....our stomach is krackrut-krackrut-ing....meaning we are HUNGRY....Duhh!
we went to Long john silver's and had our lunch there....we order the same food....grilled cajun chicken...yummmyy!!!wooohoo!!
after we had finished wif our lunch,we went to the ladies....guess wat we do there???...[we snap & snap && snap more picx!]nice seyhh...best coz atleast i cn get to release some of my sadness .....u shud noe why rite?i dun think i shud say it all over again.....
we then,went to a shop named 'Blackoutz'...we bought the same thingy together...sistaz purr!!!hehee.... :)
we bought the same lanyard,cuff link and ear rings.....woww!!! everything we buy got to do wif 3 colors ...red + black + white......very nice,i like it alot!
after that,we went to buy bubble....hehehe....we craving for it....we bought milo ice blend and went to hougang mrt station to top up our ez link card....then,we rush to catch bus 113 ....inside the bus,theres not many passengers...soo,we snap some picx again....standard la...nice lighting watt !!we then,bluetooth the picx and songs...
reached fiza's void deck,we talk for awhile then, i went homeeeeeee....
in the bus,i take a look at all the picx ma & her snap juz now...i cnt find any words to describe the picx we took together.....its kinda like a perfect picture,eventhough we know that theres nothing in this world is Perfect....theres alweiz a flaws to it....
sorry kayy,i cnt upload the picx todae....maybe tmr i'll upload it kayy....BUT....no promises.....
alrite then,till here readers.....
i hv got to go for now...see u in the next chapter ,alrite?
valedictions,
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh.....
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world,the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest...."
♥ Monday, March 22, 2010 @ 9:31 AM
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh & good morning to all my readers...
todae is Monday,22 march 2010...its a start anew of my lifestory...
its hard for me to explain why....it isnt easy as it is....
my life has to moved on after everything that has happen to me...
although im sad,i hv to carry on wif my life....5 months plus wif him is such a long period for me coz i really love him from the very start....he's such a nice guy but now,we are no longer together animore...im sad when i hv to say this but really i still do love him after wat he did to me....but now,its way too late....we hv gone our separate ways...i noe he hates me now....i admit i was wrong for everything that i hv done towards him that i hv cause soo much hurt upon his heart....
yesterdae,i find it hard to sleep cause tears kip running down my cheeks....excruciating pain in my heart and remembrance of someone so dear to me that i hv to let him go for his good benefits....i never regreted being wif u coz thats wat i wanted in the first place....maybe,we are not meant to be together animore from now onwards....
to U,i am sorry for every wrongdoings that i hv done...may u succeed in everything u do and may u find a better girl that will treat u well than i do....and,kirimkan salam i kpd ur mum and dad....
umm,i dun noe wats wrong wif me...im not in the mood for now...
why am i feeling this way? ......
Ya Allah,tolonglah hamba-Mu ini mengharungi segala rintangan yang penuh dengan ranjau berduri ini dengan hati i redha....
im off to work soon later....umm...but,i dun feel like going...
nevermind,life has to moved on....maybe,by doing something i will not think too much abt the sadness im gg thru now...
till the nxt chapter....
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh...
♥ Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 11:13 PM
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh
heylo0o readers..!! roziana iz bck again :)!!!
todae is such a rainy dae...its raining heavily outside now...very cold seyhh...shivering although i didnt switch on the fan...haizzz...nehh thats alrite,i cn tahan..
umm,actually i had a really bad news....to me,its really a bad one...in the morning,i went to my aunt's house at hougang to send some dishes that my granny has cooked...i went there alone...i reached my aunt's house,she wasnt around...she has gone to work,left is juz my nenek sedara,my pakcik and my aunt's husband....i gave the dishes to my nenek sedara and i then had a great conversation wif my nenek sedara...she's fun,nice talking to her...in the mid of our conversation,my nenek sedara told me that my pakcik had met wif an accident...i mean,motor accident....i was soo shocked to noe abt it....i wanna go and visit my pakcik in his room but i think twice first...wanna noe why???coz it isnt nice for me to enter my pakcik's room coz im a girl...moreover,he's juz 21 yrs old and im coming 18 diz yr it wudnt be nice to be seen by others....and soo,i didnt enter his room,i juz told my nenek sedara to send him my regards when his awake from asleep and told him to hv more rest and be more careful when he's on the road....after that,i make my way bck home...yepp,its still raining....
when i reached home,granny is waiting for me....i sat down and told granny abt my pakcik's condition...granny was sad and she wanna go and visit my pakcik but,it was raining outside and i didnt allow her to go coz it dangerous for her to walk during a rainy dae coz she might fall...
i then had my lunch wif granny and granddaddy....then,i watched cerita hindustan entitled 'Darling'...its a nice story abt a guy thats already married to a beautiful lady and had a son but,he still hv an affair wif his secretary in the office...the storyline is very long,go and watch it kayy....
its kinda bored staying at home the whole entire dae....i mean,after i reached home from my aunt's place...ape nk uat,dh naseb....haizzz....
now,im listening to a song entitled 'cinta tragika' from Dinodi....its such a nice song that gots to do wif love....
love???"love hurts"....im sure all of u hv heard before abt this phrase,rite?
haizzz....im tired of fighting and argueing when it comes to feelings....why do i hv to go thru this whenever im in a relationship....??why???maybe bcoz theres soo much of misinterpretation and misunderstanding between me and my bf....maybe...if love is such a sweet and pleasant things in life,but why does it hurts too much?why do we alweiz gets hurt by our love ones???all this question kips playing in my mind....thinking abt all of this everydae makes me sick....why is it getting worsen than it used to be before....its hard to understand this sometimes....soo sick and tired of being in this position....
juz now,i view my bf blog....he wrote something new in his blog...i was attracted to read his latest post....he said that he went for a sheesha wif his frens....then,he said that when he was waiting for one of his frens to arrived after he got down from the mrt,theres some chics staring at him...and he said 'wow'...that 'wow' he wrote in his blog really attracts my attention....seems like he really likes it....wow!!!!wow!!!wow!!!!wow!!!wow!!!wow!!!wow!!! and i felt 'wow' too when i read it,it really catches my eyes....i cnt stop from reading it again and again....'wow' rite bf???yeahh,its soooooooo wowwwww!!!!!!u seems to be soo happie rite??yupp,im happie for u too....wow!!!!wow!!wow!!!sooo fabulous isnt it bf??it seems like theres many girls go crazy over u....wow!!u hotstuff kn boyfriendku sayang????yahh,u hv looks,ur tall,u hv everything a girl ever needs.....thats the reason i 'wow' when i gotta this when i read ur blog....u said 'wow' and it gives me a signal that u like that chics staring at u....wow!great....good eyh bf??dont hv to tell me that ur wearing our couple ring coz i wudnt noe if ur up to something else even if ur still attached to me....who noes,rite????all guys are JUZ THE SAME freak......they use the same strategies to fool their ladies....dont ever think i dun noe,k....i cnt deny that ur handsome and charming my dear bf....maybe thats the reason why that chics ur talking abt in ur blog is eyeing on u....good for u bf....popular guy like u shud find a popular girl too juz like that 'wow' chics that ur saying abt,unlike me....im not,im juz a stupid ugly freak....im not 'wow' at all.....thats why my instinct kips on telling me that u shud find someone that is 'wow','hot','sexy','attractive','beautiful','hotstuff 'and watever u called it and its not me....me and u isnt compatible coz ur 'wow' whereas im juz a shadow....now i really realise that im nvr for u...bcoz ur looking for the hot and sexy gf and i didnt belong to that category at all....im juz a normal girl....nothing special abt me...and,it seem like u kinda falling in luv wif that chics....bagus eyh bf,blom ape2 dh dpt calon utk dijadikan pengganti i....bagus la sgt2 eyh bf....tankieww alot eyh bf.....
till then,mit in the next chapter orite...
valediction to all.....
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh
♥ Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 11:05 PM
Assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh
goodnite to all readers....
anw,im sorie to all due to my small font that makes it harder to be read... sorry...
umm,guess wat?im alone again....coz granny slept already,left me only...nehh,thats ok...
juz now me,fiza,cathy[my manager] & khai went out together....the 4 of us went to makan @ sakura at clementi outlet....its my first time been there....the place is very spacious and they serve alot of food....yummy!that means,we had our lunch there....but,something happen....something sad....while having our lunch,my manager's phone rang....she tot it was her friend....BUT ITS NOT....it was our boss...he called to tell a bad news....umm,i was sad to noe that khai was terminated due to some reasons.....after we noe the bad news,our mood seems to be ruin by it...me and fiza kinda not in the mood to eat although we are hungry....we are sad....yes,very sad coz khai is being terminated....we tried to find any solution to help khai but theres nothing we cn do...everything has happen...i noe khai is sad,but he didnt show the sadness that he's gg thru....i respect u khai....stay strong kayy khai,hope u cn adapt to ur new job...insyaallah....
kayy2,lets cheer up alittle....after we finish our lunch,we took bus no. 143 from clementi to orchard....guess wat we are up to????anyone wanna make a guess?? ha ha ha....the 4 of us actually wanna catch a movie....its a rainy dae mind u.....we didnt bring umbrella soo,we juz ran although its raining heavily.....we catch a movie at orchard cineleisure.....all of us watch a movie entitled 'The book of Eli'.....it is NC16 movie....theres quite a number of violent scene ....scary siaa! i close my eyes many,many times coz i cnt bare to see the violent and all....but,its a nice movie.....do catch the movie whenever ur free kayy! :)
after the movie end,we went straight to the ladies...ehemm,ehemm....[coz the natures are calling us...]ha ha....
we then make our way out of the orchard cineleisure....our manager,Cathy,wanna go walk2 at Ion orchard...soo,we went separate ways....me,fiza & khai went to take train back...khai alight at bishan coz he wanna go for an interview....hope u will get that job khai....whereas,me and fiza alight at amk....hehee...my hometown....
we went to amk hub and took bus no. 22 bck....i send fiza home and then,i went home....
i waited soo soo soo long for the bus to arrive....but its ok coz i hv my mp3 to accompany me while waiting for the bus...i reached home juz now at ard 9 plus...had my bathe then my dinner,and watch tv for awhile....then,after that...here i am infront of the computer blogging....Duhh!
time checked,its 11:38pm now.....
feeling quite bored and tired too....moreover,tmr im working....soo,it means i must sleep early...rite???hahaha...
dun worie kayy,im not sleepie yet....still awake....when im sleepie i will inform alrite... :)
umm,juz now i view my bf 's blog....i read every single thing he wrote in his blog properly...
to bf,i noe i do make mistakes too....but,i try my best to amend it....i try to save our relationship but,due to some of this matter....its becoming more and more worst....
u said that im not serious in our relationship???how cud u say that thing to me....im serious in everything i do,get it!juz bcoz i nvr reply ur txt msges wif i love you and i miss you,u say all this things to me....huh?u said i seldom used our ring,rite??then wat abt u??u didnt remember is it abt the first silver coloured ring we had together that u said u lost it....?tk igt ke tuu smue???perlukah i igtkn u tentang perkare nie?....
i nvr make things big & worst when u said u lost our first ring,and for such a long period u nvr used the ring...im the only one who wears it....but now,u said that i seldom use our 2nd ring...kayy fine,im sorry for that....reflect first before u criticize me....ur the one who start it first,NOT ME....ur the one who love talking abt ur ex,NOT ME....soo,does that mean its my fault again???try and reflect by urself.....im tired of all this alr....
and one more thing,u like to say that u understand me....but actually u dont....ur not me soo,u cnt understand wat im gg thru rite now...u have everyone in ur family,u hv ur parents by ur side....but,its way different for me....unlike me,i dont hv my father anymore....my father has passed away and im left wif my mother only....i came from a broken family and u dont now wat it feels like to be in my position....my life is full of bloody misery....u might think that i live a happy life but i dont....thankx to Allah swt,that i still hv my granny,granddaddy,mummy,sis & bro here wif me....they completes my life....and U,u too completes me but now,everything has gone to a different direction...we no longer like before,we are drifted apart each dae....its sad to noe it but,this is what happening rite now....soon,our love will fade....u will soon hate me for all the nonsense i hv done like making u mad at me whenever i bring up abt ur past history....i noe u will....
u said in ur blog that im not serious,isnt it?then,hv u ever ask urself how serious u are towards me?reflect this bck to ur innerself... dulu bila mula2 kite berkenalan hingga saat kite bercinta,u btl2 sweet....u make me go crazy for u whenever u say all those sweet things like messaging me a sweet2 quote like u used to give me before....but now,its different....last time,u used to send more than 15 txt msges each dae asking me wat im doing and hv i had my lunch or dinner and everything but now,u juz msg me juz to say gd morning and to ask wat im up to and to ask if i alr had my lunch....thats all...i noe and i admit that sometimes i nvr reply ur msg and nvr pick up ur call,i admit i was wrong and im sorry for all that i hv done....i noe that i hv hurt u countless times,i am sorry....but its hard for us to get bck like before...coz we no longer understand one another and we alweiz argue...haizz....why is it called love if we always gets hurt....i gets soo fed up of all this...tired of getting hurt and fighting each dae....Ya Allah,tolonglah hambaMu ini.....
now,its 12:30am....its morning already...
im sleepie and not in the mood anymore...im tired of saying it again and again everydae...
i wanna sleep now....kayy till nxt chapter readers :)
goodnite to all....oupps!sorry...i mean,gd morning to all!!.....valediction!
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh
♥ Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 10:36 AM
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh
selamat pagi smue....good mawnink to all
roziana is back again!
heyleww!! watz up peeps?????
like usual,im in my room again....alone...updating my blog && drinking a canned drink[guess wat..??im drinking lemon barley] yummie tawuu!!!!tgh haus2 nie,minum ape2 pun sedap lurr kn3??btl tk??ha ha ha...
ohya!todae is....off dae for me again....haizzzzz....such a tiring part coz hv to stay at home nothing to do...boring nyeeerrr!!!
not forgetting,yesterdae i met my dear dear fiza :) i went to her house ...wanna find someone to talk to....when i reached her house,she was alone....not long after that,her mum and her sis reahed home too....i salam fiza's mum hand and sit again infront of fiza's comp surfing the net looking for our [me & fiza's] fav songs....he he he
then,at ard 7 plus at nite....after maghrib prayers,we went down to shop for ice cream....yay!
we bought 1 tub of ice cream...and we sat at the playground not far from fiza's house and ape lagy?MAKAN ice cream la!hahaa....
we talk and talk & took picx too....nice siaa!!!luv it alot.....such a nice picx taken wif nite scenery....awww!!! :) fadhillah,awak!next time join kite and fiza mamam ice cream kayy???hehehe....best tawuuu!
at ard 10 plus....i went bck....i took bus numbered 45 home.....reached home at ard 10:55pm...granny is waiting for me,i had my bathe and we had dinner together-gether....soo romantic kn3?? after that,tido lurrr....hahhaa...
juz now,i woke up at ard 7:35am....kinda late for me... -_________- arrghh!!!
i rush to the ladies and had my bathe and then took breakfast wif granny....ciannnyerr nenek tgu nana...sorrie nenekku sayang!
after i finish my breakfast,i clean up my house and do some household chores....standard la!as a girl i hv to do all this ,moreover its gd for my future later onwards....he he he ^.^
lps smue keje uma dh abes uat td...i went down to market to buy some green leafy veggies,coz granny wants to used it for cooking todae....ape agaknyerr nenek masak nari eyh??? hu hu hu ......
yesterdae....bf called me when im in the bus otw to fiza's house...
u,listen here...im not trying to find all ur flaws and blame u for everything....
i myself do make mistakes and make u mad at me...i was wrong too for doing u like this...
but,i dont noe if we cn be like we used to be before....i no longer is US animore....
each dae,i see U & ME drifting away from one another....we fight too often already....
before,u were never like dis to me....but now,its totally different...
we fight,quarrel and argue everytime....and it kips going on and on....
u might think why i alweiz brings up ur past whenever we fight,rite?
here i tell u why....its becoz it gots to do wif u....and it hurts me whenever i think of it....u might think its easy to forget and to forgive...its easy to forgive a mistake but its never easy to forget it....get that clearly!
dont think im weak u cn do me like this...i still remember the status u post on ur fb that says 'i dun noe why i soften up with her,maybe bcoz she's someone special to me...if not i will treat her like fwb[friends with benefit]..'
i wont forget this....this is a very strong evidence that u never truly love me from the start....
juz like one Malay proverbs that says; "setelah madu habis,sepahnya dibuang"....
now i noe ur true colors....5 months is not a short period,5 months we are together,i hv learned the person u are....
u tak pernah cintakan i sejujurnya....u permainkan cinta dan kasih sayang i kepada u....u buat i seperti barang,bila u perlu u gunakan,bila u tak memerlukan,u akan buang i begitu sahaja.....
i ingatkn u berbeza dari lelaki2 yang i pernah kenal dahulu,tp sayangnya,u same saje mcm dorg smue....U TAKE ME FOR GRANTED......do u realise that?do u???
remember something?
if u forget...i'll remind u kayy....
read this post of urs on the 15 of march 2010....
i dun noe guys wad is she trying to do..
i been in her situation before where you see her friends everyday at work..
happy2 have the time of your life at work with good friends..
n sooner or later you will forget those who really care for you..
yah you may say I"m wrong n I'm just jealous..
yah denial is common..
but the funny things is the evidences is piling up everyday..
n you may think i won't notice it..but i did..
i know what you are doing that u knw i hate knwing..but still..
i leave it up to you..one day you will know it..
n who knows,by then i may not be here anymore..
so do think kay..
enuf reading wat u post on ur blog??
u said all this...not me....rite?
ur the one who wants to leave,so juz leave....i wont stop u....do everything as u like,no one will put a stop to it....
u go ur own way and i go my way.....theres no used staying on the same path if we alweiz hv so much misunderstandings between us....
moreover theres no point holding on if we are drifting apart each single dae....
im sure,u will soon mit wif someone that will love u more than i do....i noe we are not meant to be....
furthermore,im not up to ur standard....ur a polytechnic student whereas im juz an ITE student...far beyond urs....i noe where i stand...i cn nvr stand on the same row as u do....
i tidak akan menghalang pemergian u.....pergilah ke mana sahaja yang u ingin tuju....
terime kaseh kerane telah menjadi kakasih hati i yang amat prihatin terhadap diri i....mungkin ini adalah jalan yang terbaik utk kite berdua....semoga u akan bertemu dgn gadis yang akan menyayangi u and mengasihi u setiap masa....
jika kita ditakdirkan bertemu dikemudian hari,jangan bimbang,...i akan mengingati u kerana u pernah hadir dlm diri i.....
walaupun berat hati i utk melepaskan u tp,i redha ke hadrat Ilahi....i akan ikhlaskan u pergi....
sorry readers,im kinda not in the mood to talk now....
will update whenever im free kayy...
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh
♥ Tuesday, March 16, 2010 @ 11:11 AM
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh
good morning my luvly readers....
heyleww..!!im bck again....
dun worie,todae i off not working soo,here im infront of my comp screen blogging abt my lifestory...
soo bored staying at home nothing else to do other than watch tv and ZzZzZzzz...ha ha...i mean,sleeping lurr...Duhh!
i dun noe why is it everything seems to be soo screwing up lately....i gets fed up of all this
juz now i view my bf's blog....everything he wrote inside his blog seems like he's mad at me,,,
i noe,he's angry at me coz i took picx wif my guy frens...but,juz to let U noe that they are juz FRIENDS....not my special ones...get it rite will u?
dont juz accuse me of something im not....
i treat them as FRIENDS ONLY,...nothing more than that....
i noe that im to be blame too for taking picx wif a guy fren of mine w/o asking for ur permission first....I AM SORRY....
im not the only girl who took picx wif the guys,my bestfren Fiza also took picx wif them ....
i noe u hate it....then juz tell me straight,dun hv to tell it thru ur profile when i view it...
we alweiz fought bcoz of all this matter...it seems like we are no longer compatible for one another...
i bet that now u noe wat it feels like to be in my shoes rite now...
hurt isnt it when ur love ones do this to u?i noe it coz i hv gone thru this....
i juz kept shut and wait and wait & wait for u to see urse;f wat is wrong wif u in the first place.....
do u ever care abt my feelings when i see and see ur picx wif ur ex gf,Ruth in ur facebook album....u were hugging her and it hurts me,do u noe that!!!!
my frens kip on asking me whose that girl u been hugging in the picx,i cnt answer them anything...tahu tak!!! i juz smile and act as if i didnt care but actually i care...
it hurts to see u and ur ex gf in the same picx together...
u might think why i alweiz say abt ur past but its bcoz of U...!!! U! U! U!!!!
u hurt me than u ever see it ....
i never had my exes picx in my photo album,.....i hv thrown it all away juz bcoz i really love u...
but u,u still kip it....
do u noe that my heart breaks into pieces when i see u and her....u hugging her...
now i noe where i stand....im nothing to u....ryte?
from the dae i got to noe u till now.,,,that picx u took wif ur ex gf,Ruth is still there.....that's good....
thanks alot eyh u!....kip la watever u want to kip and say watever u want to say....
dont think i will forget wat u hv done towards me....kayy....
the way u act infront of ur ex and the way u treat shirley...it HURTS!!
i gets tired of all this....
u take me for granted,i noe im weak but that doesnt mean u cn easily hurt me as u like,,,,
IM NOT A DOLL FOR YOU TO PLAY WITH....!!!!!!!!get that rite inside ur mind....!
i hv never been soo harsh like this before...but becoz of u...im like this....
all my guy friends noes that im already attached to U and i noe my limits,they too noe their limits....
some of them also kip their distance away from me bcoz they noe im attached to u....but U!! u really ....argghhh!!!!
if u dun believe wat i say,go and ask them urself...go!
everytime we met one another,u will ask for my hp and browse thru it....but,nvr onces i check on ur hp....
that dae when we are at kfc,ur hp rang...when i ask u who called u,u said u dont noe...
its the same old trick guy's will do to lie to us[girls],rite?
im not like other girls who check on ur hp and see whose u been contacting lately....i noe,coz its personal and privacy....i respect it...
i trust u that u will not to anything bad behind my bck....but u,u seems to not trust me....u check thru my phone,my contacts,my messages and my picx....i dun really mind coz i noe ur my bf,u hv the rite...but,it seems like u take me for granted....
if i hv somebody else behind my bck,i wouldnt hv let u browse thru my phone....haizzz...
i really dun noe wat will happen to us now....
i cnt stand ur attitude....i tot u were different from other guys,but u were juz the same as them....
5 months wif u,i hv learn abt ur true colours....
if u want to leave,u may do so....i ikhlas....i noe im a useless girl....im sure u will find a better one that will stand by u everytime....
if u wish to leave,juz leave....i wont force u to stay....theres no point holding onto something that doesnt want to be hold on to...
i leave everything to Allah swt....Biar Allah yang menentukan apa yang terbaik utk diri i....
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh
♥ Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 10:01 AM
assalamualaikum to all....
and a very good morning to all my faithful & luvly readers... ^.^
time checked,its 10:06am now....
feeling soo fatigue staying at home wif nothing to do....bored,bored & bored....haizz....
wanna go out but nobody to go out wif,,,,sad seyhh... hmmph!!nvrmd....
todae is such a nice sunday morning....i woke up early at ard 6+ am and went to take my shower and then had my breakfast wif granny....
actually,i juz reached home from market....td gy pasar la beli barang nk masak....he he he....[betol la,tk bedek.....tk nk caye sudah]
ha ha..wanna noe something readers??...[nk tawu tk???!]
kayy2....granny is at the kitchen cooking something....hmmmmm.....nice smell...yummy!she's cooking mi soto... olalaaaa!!!!!sedap tuuuuu....tk sabar rasenyerr nk mkn....he he he...[confirm tk lame lg nana tembam bam-bam seyhh nnt psl asyik mkn jerrr....heee!]
todae is 14 march 2010....that means,i'hv less than 1 months to be prepared for sko0l.....umm... -,-
im not ready yet!!! how iyeer??? cmne niee?? ish!!!
i hvnt buy my sko0l shoes,my sko0l bag,my p.e shorts && my skool uniform[the white coloured ones]....many things hvnt complete yet....i really need more time to get everything done before time....
& yes...!!!not forgetting,i wanna do some shopping for myself!! i wanna buy this,i wanna buy that....[i really miss all those times when i cn go out for shopping anytime i want....but not now...now that im working part-time,im soo stick to schedule and i hv NO time for myself....wat i mean here is pampering myself wif the things i luv to do during my past time....like shopping!] i wanna enjoy my holidae before it ends....its not holidae if we didnt enjoy ourself,ryte?...hmmph!
i see myself like a boring person,,,,lately...
i woke up,have my shower,had my breakfast then off to work[ if im working] but if not,i'll go to market to buy somethings for granny to cook,stay inside my room surfing the net,watch tv,had lunch,watch tv,take a short nap,woke up again,watch tv,take bath,have my dinner,chat for awhile before i went to bed & lastly sleep zZzZzZzZz.....thats what i alweiz do every single dae of my life lately ever since i join the work force...thats my everyday routine,,,,everydae seems to be the same thing...haizz....BORING BETOL TAWUUUUU!!!! BINGET LA MCM NIE JE!!! reading other people's blog,i felt soo jealous when i get to noe they get to go for shopping anytime they want and get to hang ard wif frens and family but i didnt....if i didnt work and didnt go out,i'll juz stay in my room for the whole dae....such a misery u noe it!i gets tired of all this treatment already...i felt like pissing everything away!!!
&& i dun noe why some people like to judge others whereas they themselves are not purrfect...i mean,perfect...
NO ones perfect....i myself is full of imperfections....and i dun live to be a perfectionist...hanya Allah swt sahaja yang Sempurna....kita sbg manusia hanya insan biasa yang tidak lepas dari dosa....
Dont Judge A Book By Its Cover....thats an English saying...everyone knows abt it!DUHH!!
BUT....sometimes,people say something w/o thinking abt the other parties feelings....sometimes we must think thru properly on wat we want to say,dont juz say it becoz u cn,say it becoz u truly meant it....
remember this...words hurt more sharply than a knife cn be....u might think wat u hv said didnt hurt as much as it is BUT the truth is it HURTS....
u shud try to put urself in that person shoes,what will u feel if someone say something abt u that u dont really like it??how wud u react to this matter when the circle of frens of urs is saying something abt u and making fun of u?wud u like it?u wont,rite?haizzz....sometimes we cnt control other people's mouth....they will juz say watever they want....umm,nevermind....
kayy la...im not in the mood to talk abt anything now...
before i throw my tantrums or say anything bad,or watever it is,its better i go and get some peace of mind now...
will update soon alrite readers....
see u in the next chapter readers!!
valediction too all ! bye!!!
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh
♥ Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 10:00 AM
assalamualaikum,
heyleww swuit luvly readers...!!! ^.^
im bored siaaaa....hahhaa...tired too!
nie kirekan nga rest ciket lurr coz jap lg nk siap2 gy keje....DUHH!!!
ohya readers!before i forget something....yesterdae is such a great dae for me coz yesterdae i went on an outing wif some of my workfrenz....
yesterdae,met fiza at ard 11+am at my house area there...[dun hv to noe where kay...hahahaaa] then,we head down to the saloon infront of my block...i accompany fiza rebond her fringe whereas i ask the hairstylist to straighten my hair using the iron straightening....
kayy2,cut the story short....we then proceed on to amk hub by taxi...coz we are in the rush...wanna noe why???coz one of our fren named Khairul dh otw nk smpi amk....
we fasten our way up to B2 using lift but sadly,the lift went up to level 4...haizzzz..
we then went to level B2 and went to buy some hair accessories.....after that,we head straight to the ladies...eheem eheem...i mean,the washroom.....hahaa
we get ourself ready and touch-up alittle bit coz our face has turn oily...then,we received a phone called from Khairul...he said that he has reached amk and ask us to be faster....
semuenyerr dh siap,kiteorg pon klua and went straight to amk mrt station....there,we saw Khairul waiting for fiza && me....we took the train together to orchard....
we reached orchard at ard 1:50pm maybe....then we waited for Afiq,Danial && Vicknesh....they all havent came yet....they are otw there...
soo,Khai ask us to accompany him to smoke outside....sorry!me and fiza dont smoke kayy...get that rite inside of ur mind people!!!we dun smoke ONLY accompany jeeer....
we then went inside mrt station again and wait for the other 3 frens of ours....
not long after that,the 2 of them reached,Afiq && Danial....left another one hvnt reached...soo we waited again....
ard 5 mins later,Vicknesh turn up and we proceed on for our outing of the dae....
soo,that means....theres 6 of us....the ratio is 4:2...meaning,4 boys and 2 girls....hahaha
we tot of going shopping first but,but,but....!we change....we proceed to makan first....lapar seyhh perot...heee
me,fiza,afiq and danial bought food from Mcdonalds....whereas,khai and vicknesh bought it from KFC....we had our lunch together on the same table...[hehehehehhe...feeling feeling cm mkn during reunion plak tuu....hahaha]best!
biler perot dh kenyang...soo,its time to let the food be digested ...we took a walk at the shopping centre and do some window shopping.....
then,khai went in to this shop named ZARA....and he try out some outfit and he look smart in that formal dressing...we and fiza felt bored and thirsty waiting for all the boys....soo,we went to bought a chocolate chips drinks from starbucks.....nice siaaaa.... :)
then,got this particular shoes attract my attention....nice tawuuu....the shop named is New Look....the price is quite exceptable...but i didnt buy it...maybe next time kott...
after that we went shopping again....again....again....
ard 6+pm,we took train from orchard to city hall....and from city hall to bugis....the train was soo cramped up....Duhh!!!haizZZzzzZzzzz.....
then we reached bugis,and we walk to Arab st...guess wat readers???
we head to Arab st for sheesha-ing...hahhahaa
we tried sheesha wif strawberry and bubble gum flavor...nice lurr....but the strawberry was ok BUT the bubble gum was kinda irritating seii....felt soo irritated by the taste of the bubble gum....
we then order a tray of fries....hot seyhh...i mean the fries...get that!!!hahaha
there...we snap alot and lotz of picx.....gerek la seyyhhh
after all finish wif the sheesha-ing...we proceed to make our way bck...while on the way,we snap & snap & snpa many,many picx....hahaahahah...fun betol!!nk join???
hahaha....
at ard 10+pm....me and fiza balek...whereas the boys wanna go eat ice cream....sadly we cnt join them...tkpe,nxt time kayy
then me and fiza flag for taxi but sedeh seyhh we didnt get any....
we walk from Bugis to Boon Keng.....sedeh betol....haizzz...tp best!!!mcm exercise pd waktu malam...bleh burn fats!!hehehee...best,best,best!!!!
we sweat alot siaaa....baju mcm dh bleh perah....hahahaaa....
while waiting for taxi we walk and walk and walk.....till Boon keng and we kena kacao by bangladesh and some china man....wat siaa they think we are...!!!we are not that kinda girl kayy,....we girls have pride tawuuuu!!!!jgn mcm2 la seyyhh!!
then at boon keng we get taxi...haizz...dh jauh jalan aru dpt purrr...sedeh siaaa
then we took taxi to fiza's place then to mine....
ard 12am i reached homeeeee........NGANTOK!!!!
kayy lurr readers.....i gtg now...nk gy siap2...
jap agy nk ciao gy keje lurr...hahahaa
will update when im free....promise....
valediction to all....
assalamualaikum.......
♥ Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ 9:50 AM
Assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh ......
heylewwww readers...!!!! gd morning to all...!!!
time checked,its already 9:53am.... [that juz mean i hv to do a fast update and then hv to get ready for work....hehehe]
todae is such a rainy dae...sejok nyeerrrr....haizzz...
ohya!not forgetting something.....
Happy 5th Anniversary to my babyboi && mie..!!! 10/03/2010....
im sorry for all the fights and misunderstandings between us that has made us drift apart from one another lately....i am sorry bie....
kayy2...wanna noe something readers???
yesterdae post i hv told that im off yesterdae,rite???...guess wat?i was wrong...
at ard 11:58am yesterdae,i received a phone call from my manager,David,asking me to come down to work coz theres one of our staff is on mc that dae....haizzz....soo,i fasten up and get ready for work,...otw in the bus to workplace i received a text msg from sis fiza saying that she will msg me after work ends....hahha...i replied her..."okae...hapie working'....heheeee...[i nvr tell her that im coming to work,..hehee...notie eyh nana...ish3!].....when i reached at the bus stop i was shocked....coz i see my workplace restaurant was like running a full house during weekdaes....it was like 'huh'....hahhaa....tkpe laaaa...
i came in thru the front door and terkejotkan sis fiza...she was shocked to see me...hahhaa...ciannyerr sis,,,,hehehee....[nana notie btl eyh...jahat3..hahaa]
ohyeah!!! work was quite okae....after all that need to wipe cutleries ....standard lurr!!!
time checked again...its now 10:07am....
its still raining heavily outside.....but cooling,its a nice condition to sleep kn3???hahahaa...but for me cannot laaaa...work wattttttttt!!!!DUHH!!!
kay then,i wanna get ready for work now....
will update soon whenever im free....gtg now luvly readers!!! hapieee reading!!!
valediction to all...
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh.......
roziana outzzzz!!!!
♥ Tuesday, March 9, 2010 @ 10:05 AM
Assalamualaikum
good morning everyone....!!!wakie wakie people!!!!
howz life???great isnt it??hahaa...
mine?umm....nothing special...my life is still remaining the same as usual... O_o
im feeling soo bored...wanna noe why???
coz todae is my off dae and i didnt noe where to go to....so yea,here i am infront of my comp blogging abt my lifestory....heeee!!!
todae sis fiza work lunch...and maybe later get to mit her after she finish her work...yay!!!hope we cn mit todae sis!!! amin....
haizzz.......sad to say tmr 10 of feb 2010, i must work...its already on my schedule...im supposed to work for lunch only.....
its ok lurrr...its fate maybe....
my hands and legs is feeling very fatigue ryte now.....[guess wat...?] coz i juz came back from pasar...oupps!!i mean market....hehee...bought 2 chicken,2 kg of wheat flour,1 kg of fine sugar,1 bottle clorox,1 bottle bygon && 1 bottle of flooring liquid....heavy siaaaa!!!! DUHH!!! thats the reason why my hand soo tired when typing this out...hahaa...nevermind....cn endure it.... -_____________-
grandnanny is at the kitchen frying chicken wings and green leafy veggies [kang kong]....yummmy!!!!!
my stomach is krackrutt-krackrutt-iing now....hahahaaaaa!!laparnyeeeerr perot nana.....heheee....
the fragrances of the dishes makes my saliva drips..[eeeuwww...!!hahaa...]
Ohyah!
before i forget something...let me share it wif all my lovely readers kayy,cn??hehehe...
guess wat.?yesterdae,my manager named Cathy,2nd big chef Tommy,sis fiza && me was at the cashier area there during operations hour...yesterdae was not full house so we kinda slack seii,,,,hahaa...
while i was standing at the cashiering area there,out of a sudden,the 2nd big chef say to me this "later when u get married,ur husband will surely bully u'...this is wat he said to me....i was like 'huh' O_o ........ [i was speechless...]
he told me to be more fierce and show others that im not weak.... [thats a good point he have...maybe i shud,rite?]
then,suddenly Cathy speak up....she told Chef Tommy that i look like somekind of ah lian-ah lian kinda face but im a religious one....[muwahahahahahaaa...wanna noe wat?i cnt stop laughing siaaa....nobody ever called me religious seii...this the first time people called me this...]hahhaa.....somekind hard to accept but something i shud keep as a remembrance....hehheee....but i think i noe who say this to Cathy....im very sure this is Rais nyerr keje....hahahaa....btl tk sis fiza????btl kn3???hehehee...
and yes!!! i hope my beloved sis fiza and her eheem eheem...[u noe,i noe lurr who lurr kan....hehee] will be together 1 dae...insyaallah,amin...they surely will make a good couple....they look very compatible wif one another and im sure they will be husband && wife one dae....amin...i hope it will come true....amin yarrabal alamin.... :)
okie then people!
i wanna go watch tv now....cn i ???hehheee ^.^
kayy lurr...will update soon alriteeeee!!
valediction to all luvly readers!!!
Assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakkatuh.......
♥ Saturday, March 6, 2010 @ 9:55 AM
Assalamualaikum to all Muslim.....
a very good mawnink to all ^.^
soooooorrieeee ppl for the very,very the very late updates.....
biase lurrrr....nana bz ciket lurrr....
kayy,time check its 9:58am....
wat im up to...?????
umm...nothing -___________-
bored siaaaa stay at home....[ouhya,coz todae i off,not working...at least cn rest awhile]
haizzzzz.....rite now,im very lazy to do anything...idk why,dun ask me....hahaaaa...
i wanna go out but abit lazy plakkkkk....haizzzz...[pemalas punyeeer nana...] ahahaa!
tkper lurrrr...rest jerr pt uma lg afdal,kn3????heheee
Ohya people....! sko0l is starting on 12 april 2010....shud i say yahoo!!! or shud i say NOOOOOOOOO!!!! ????
aiyahhhhh!!!!
which mean im left wif afew more weeks to enjoy before sko0l holidae ends.... O_o
i dun knoe wat will it be for me on the very first dae.....[harap2,smue tkde pape...amin]
wanna noe something???i kinda scared....scared of entering a new environment and new frens && new sko0l....
sooo many things running thru my head now.....hope everything gonna be smooths and steady.....
arghhh....im hungry...i hv taken my breakfast alr,yet im still hungry....
ishhh ishhh ishhh...!!! [terok nyeeerr nana..]
laparnyerrr perot nana skrg....rasenyerr cm nk mkn....ummm...skejap eyh,kasi nana fikir nk mkn ape...
ouhyah! nana cm nk mkn mi goreng mamak yg pedas gylerr punyerr!!!!!sedap seyhhhhhhh....[lau mkn tuu,mak mertua jalan pon tk perasan...hahahaaa]
tkpe2....nana bleh tahan....lgpon,nenek dh masak rendang ayam....heeeee! yummmy!!!!!!! alahaiiiiiiii sayangggggg.....biase lurrr kate nana cucu kesayangan nenek purrr...meowwww!!!!!heheee...
Ulalaaaaaaa......lazatnyerrrrr!!!!
tmr working nite shift....sooo,it means i must be there by 5:45pm for briefing and all....
BUT...!!!
tmr got wedding invitation seyhhh.....cmne niee???aiyahhhhh!!!
kene rush ke sane,rush ke sini....ishh!! ape nk uat dh nasib nana kottt..... O_o [sedeh purrr cite....] tkpe lurrr kadang2 kite perlu berkoran ciket.....nvrmd...
kayy lurrr lovely people....
nana gtg now....nana gy dapur carik makanan yg bleh dimakan,...hahhaa...[layankan je kerenah nana eyh korg...heheee]
nana will update soon kayy....
valecdiction to all.....bye!!!
assalamualaikum.....
♥ Tuesday, March 2, 2010 @ 10:30 PM
Assalamualaikum.......
hieee readers ^.^
hope everyone is doing fine yeahh...insyaallah....
time checked,its 10:45pm....
umm,im not in the mood to talk yet...
idk why,dun ask me orite....
anw,juz now i went out wif my bestfriend.....
wanna noe who?????
guess lurrr....
kayy2,juz now went out wif Fiza and fadhilla.... :)
we really had s0o much fun....
we met at amk hub,took bus to bugis....[many funnie things happens in the bus otw to bugis...hahahaa]
reached bugis,went to toilet den go walk2 for awhile...[no shopping ....]
after that we went to Seoul Garden to had lunch there....
nice place to eat and chat around wif love ones....
best lurrrr juz now....
ketawe sane,ketawe sini...hahahahhaaaakxxxx.....!!!!best gylerrr....!!!!!
took bus again for lunch bck to amk hub.....
fadhilla went bck first...den me and fiza go around amk hub looking for something....
guess wat??
we are looking for something that we want people to noe and regard us as SISTAZ .....we are sistarz!!!she's there for me everytime ...thankx alot fiza :) luv u lots!!!!
then after gg ard looking for that thingy....
at last!!!we find it....yay!!!yay!!!yay!!!!
wo0hoooo0o0o0o0o0o0.....!!!!!!!!!!!
we bought a wrist band....its red and black in color....my favourite color seyhhh!!!!best seyhhh...!!!love it alot....nice tawuuuu....[jgn jealous...hahhaa......jk]
after that we went to LOng John Silver's and bought something for dinner....heeheee
we sat on the void deck and finish our food....then,we took cab homeeeeeee....
reached fiza's homeplace....she go bck home and i make my way bck to the bus stop and went bck homieeeee....hahaha
its such a great dae....!!! ^ . ^
ohyah!
tmr is 3 mac 2010,rite???
i must go to ite bishan for registration wif mama....
and before that,i hv to follow granddaddy to ttsh for a speech therapies check up....hope granddaddy is doing well tmr...insyaallah,amin....
kayy lurr,i'll update so0n whenever im free orite readers??okie???
Assalamualaikum......
