♥ Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 11:13 PM
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh
heylo0o readers..!! roziana iz bck again :)!!!
todae is such a rainy dae...its raining heavily outside now...very cold seyhh...shivering although i didnt switch on the fan...haizzz...nehh thats alrite,i cn tahan..
umm,actually i had a really bad news....to me,its really a bad one...in the morning,i went to my aunt's house at hougang to send some dishes that my granny has cooked...i went there alone...i reached my aunt's house,she wasnt around...she has gone to work,left is juz my nenek sedara,my pakcik and my aunt's husband....i gave the dishes to my nenek sedara and i then had a great conversation wif my nenek sedara...she's fun,nice talking to her...in the mid of our conversation,my nenek sedara told me that my pakcik had met wif an accident...i mean,motor accident....i was soo shocked to noe abt it....i wanna go and visit my pakcik in his room but i think twice first...wanna noe why???coz it isnt nice for me to enter my pakcik's room coz im a girl...moreover,he's juz 21 yrs old and im coming 18 diz yr it wudnt be nice to be seen by others....and soo,i didnt enter his room,i juz told my nenek sedara to send him my regards when his awake from asleep and told him to hv more rest and be more careful when he's on the road....after that,i make my way bck home...yepp,its still raining....
when i reached home,granny is waiting for me....i sat down and told granny abt my pakcik's condition...granny was sad and she wanna go and visit my pakcik but,it was raining outside and i didnt allow her to go coz it dangerous for her to walk during a rainy dae coz she might fall...
i then had my lunch wif granny and granddaddy....then,i watched cerita hindustan entitled 'Darling'...its a nice story abt a guy thats already married to a beautiful lady and had a son but,he still hv an affair wif his secretary in the office...the storyline is very long,go and watch it kayy....
its kinda bored staying at home the whole entire dae....i mean,after i reached home from my aunt's place...ape nk uat,dh naseb....haizzz....
now,im listening to a song entitled 'cinta tragika' from Dinodi....its such a nice song that gots to do wif love....
love???"love hurts"....im sure all of u hv heard before abt this phrase,rite?
haizzz....im tired of fighting and argueing when it comes to feelings....why do i hv to go thru this whenever im in a relationship....??why???maybe bcoz theres soo much of misinterpretation and misunderstanding between me and my bf....maybe...if love is such a sweet and pleasant things in life,but why does it hurts too much?why do we alweiz gets hurt by our love ones???all this question kips playing in my mind....thinking abt all of this everydae makes me sick....why is it getting worsen than it used to be before....its hard to understand this sometimes....soo sick and tired of being in this position....
juz now,i view my bf blog....he wrote something new in his blog...i was attracted to read his latest post....he said that he went for a sheesha wif his frens....then,he said that when he was waiting for one of his frens to arrived after he got down from the mrt,theres some chics staring at him...and he said 'wow'...that 'wow' he wrote in his blog really attracts my attention....seems like he really likes it....wow!!!!wow!!!wow!!!!wow!!!wow!!!wow!!!wow!!! and i felt 'wow' too when i read it,it really catches my eyes....i cnt stop from reading it again and again....'wow' rite bf???yeahh,its soooooooo wowwwww!!!!!!u seems to be soo happie rite??yupp,im happie for u too....wow!!!!wow!!wow!!!sooo fabulous isnt it bf??it seems like theres many girls go crazy over u....wow!!u hotstuff kn boyfriendku sayang????yahh,u hv looks,ur tall,u hv everything a girl ever needs.....thats the reason i 'wow' when i gotta this when i read ur blog....u said 'wow' and it gives me a signal that u like that chics staring at u....wow!great....good eyh bf??dont hv to tell me that ur wearing our couple ring coz i wudnt noe if ur up to something else even if ur still attached to me....who noes,rite????all guys are JUZ THE SAME freak......they use the same strategies to fool their ladies....dont ever think i dun noe,k....i cnt deny that ur handsome and charming my dear bf....maybe thats the reason why that chics ur talking abt in ur blog is eyeing on u....good for u bf....popular guy like u shud find a popular girl too juz like that 'wow' chics that ur saying abt,unlike me....im not,im juz a stupid ugly freak....im not 'wow' at all.....thats why my instinct kips on telling me that u shud find someone that is 'wow','hot','sexy','attractive','beautiful','hotstuff 'and watever u called it and its not me....me and u isnt compatible coz ur 'wow' whereas im juz a shadow....now i really realise that im nvr for u...bcoz ur looking for the hot and sexy gf and i didnt belong to that category at all....im juz a normal girl....nothing special abt me...and,it seem like u kinda falling in luv wif that chics....bagus eyh bf,blom ape2 dh dpt calon utk dijadikan pengganti i....bagus la sgt2 eyh bf....tankieww alot eyh bf.....
till then,mit in the next chapter orite...
valediction to all.....
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh
