With every step,

With every step,

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

the more my heart moves to your beat. Y

♥ Monday, March 22, 2010 @ 9:31 AM

assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh & good morning to all my readers...

todae is Monday,22 march 2010...its a start anew of my lifestory...
its hard for me to explain why....it isnt easy as it is....
my life has to moved on after everything that has happen to me...
although im sad,i hv to carry on wif my life....5 months plus wif him is such a long period for me coz i really love him from the very start....he's such a nice guy but now,we are no longer together animore...im sad when i hv to say this but really i still do love him after wat he did to me....but now,its way too late....we hv gone our separate ways...i noe he hates me now....i admit i was wrong for everything that i hv done towards him that i hv cause soo much hurt upon his heart....
yesterdae,i find it hard to sleep cause tears kip running down my cheeks....excruciating pain in my heart and remembrance of someone so dear to me that i hv to let him go for his good benefits....i never regreted being wif u coz thats wat i wanted in the first place....maybe,we are not meant to be together animore from now onwards....
to U,i am sorry for every wrongdoings that i hv done...may u succeed in everything u do and may u find a better girl that will treat u well than i do....and,kirimkan salam i kpd ur mum and dad....

umm,i dun noe wats wrong wif me...im not in the mood for now...
why am i feeling this way? ......
Ya Allah,tolonglah hamba-Mu ini mengharungi segala rintangan yang penuh dengan ranjau berduri ini dengan hati i redha....
im off to work soon later....umm...but,i dun feel like going...
nevermind,life has to moved on....maybe,by doing something i will not think too much abt the sadness im gg thru now...

till the nxt chapter....
assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh...